Chapter 10: FULL (BloodBlue) MOON CONVERSATION

(While you’re reading these words, listen to that song.)


There is this place where time doesn’t exist, where everything is floating, where judgement is not welcomed and the only thing that moves me is my breath. I have these rare and precious moments where I dive into this place inside of me and it’s so fucking divine!

Sometimes it’s through skiing but then again other times it’s by talking to another human being, listening to the music, hiking the mountains and just being.

This awareness is a gift we all carry deep within us but are not aware of most of the time. I admit, sometimes I forget how unbelievably peaceful and pure I feel right there. Actively trying to find this place gets me even further from it because it’s the place that cannot be found but only deeply felt.

Yup, things are really shifting and moving around … Isn’t that beautiful when things are moving somewhere you’re not sure of?
Although now I stress myself about the fact that I might not find these feelings again and that this state of mind will never be consistent. What if I’ll just fall back to the old patterns where I don’t want to be?

And then I remember: be patient, be compassionate and surrender, since nothing is consistent anyway – everything flows and nothing (or no one) is there to stay. It’s all in me, being a microcosm in a macrocosm and everything is reflected in me. Amen.


»A human being is a part of the whole called by us Universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.« – Albert Einstein

Cheers to the freaking awesome full moon and shifts that are happening around her. Such a good time to be alive!




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